Jan 9

crazy weekend. Finally opened the box for the TV stand only to discover it has a huge crack in the bottom and part of the back has the finish peeling ...sigh. Have to call today. Such a huge hassle, they have to send someone out to document it, God knows how long it will take before we get another one. Went to the club to watch the Steelers with Mike. He said something about his wee wee being to small and I said something, too small for me? Anyhow, Tony got mad and gave my face a couple of taps. I was loaded and didn't realize what I had said, but on the way home a HUGE fight ensued. Of course I had to bring up Mike's cousin, that bitch, the one who likes to make sexual innuendos toward all the guys. I had always talked calmly about it. He made a big deal out this and I didn't know what I had said, and so I have to make a big deal out of her. Lots of fuck you's thrown around, lots of slamming things. He even slammed the  gate on my ankle. I threw his keys out the door. Late on realizing how childish it was to have done that. I got the keys, but I really wanted to leave them there. I am still mad at him. He got up and asked how my ankle was and then said he was sorry. Just glad it's over with. Gonna start to read PINK and see about getting this party started. I really need it. I am outta breath a lot and it's not all due to the asthma, just carrying to much weight around. I am tired of being tired. I gotta strat teaching this dog manners, I wanna start making beaded jewelry ...sigh.